{"id":570,"date":"2008-11-01T16:42:38","date_gmt":"2008-11-01T16:42:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.doctorross.co.za\/?p=570"},"modified":"2008-11-01T16:59:35","modified_gmt":"2008-11-01T16:59:35","slug":"letter-home-on-a-stormy-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/?p=570","title":{"rendered":"Letter home on a stormy day"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Despite it now being November, and supposedly Spring, we  are once again socked in by strong winds and snow today.\u00c2\u00a0 Sitting as I do now,  looking through my bedroom window, I can make out the rocks east of the  base\u00c2\u00a0disappearing into uniform whiteness about 50m away, with streams of blown  snow snaking across towards me before passing under the base.\u00c2\u00a0 Over the sound of  my music, the wind is rumbling and singing in the support beams, and every now  and then a strong gust makes a shiver through the structure that I can feel  through my feet.<\/p>\n<p>Today I am feeling lazy and doing relaxed things.\u00c2\u00a0 This  includes reading some medical papers, catching up on email and keeping my nose  in various books (simultaneously reading a PG Wodehouse and one of Reinhold  Messner&#8217;s books).\u00c2\u00a0 I\u00c2\u00a0 <em>should<\/em> be working on the month-end reports and  newsletter for October&#8230; but hey, it&#8217;s Saturday \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p>I slept in short bursts last night &#8211; one of the team has a  fairly nasty case of solar keratitis (snow-blindness) from working outdoors  yesterday without his sunglasses, and I was up every few hours last night to put  in the right drops (three different types) and give him pain medicine.\u00c2\u00a0 This is  the first case of snow-blindness we&#8217;ve had.\u00c2\u00a0 It was heavily overcast yesterday,  which fooled this poor character into thinking that his goggles\/glasses were  superfluous (it&#8217;s always an irritation to wear eye protection when doing  strenuous work, because it invariably fogs and then freezes, requiring regular  cleaning).\u00c2\u00a0 However, the UV rays that do the damage pass through the clouds and  reflect off all the snowy surfaces potently.\u00c2\u00a0 The good news is that the corneal  damage is not severe, and I expect a full recovery in a day or two, but in the  meantime it is very painful, irritating, and debilitating.<\/p>\n<p>We can certainly feel that the Earth is progressing on her  path around the sun.\u00c2\u00a0 Temperatures have increased and over the last week or two  have hovered in the minus teens, as opposed to the minus twenties and thirties  we are used to.\u00c2\u00a0 The sun is nearly a perpetual companion now: sunrise is now  just after 2 AM and sunset just before 10 PM.\u00c2\u00a0 As the sun never gets far below  the horizon, even at midnight there is a blue twilight which allows one to  work easily outdoors, and the southern horizon has a bright yellow-orange glow.\u00c2\u00a0  On a day like today, with such limited visibility and everything white outside,  when I woke at 0300 to give medications there was no way to tell if it was 0300,  0900 or 1200 other than looking at my watch.<\/p>\n<p>The longer hours of daylight and warming temperatures have  made a big difference in our outdoors productivity, thankfully.\u00c2\u00a0 Work is under way to remove the wreckage of the HF radar which fell during the winter to  make way for a new construction during the summer.\u00c2\u00a0 This is slow going, as each  of the 15 16m T-shaped towers have to be lifted from their covering of  hard-packed snow (accumulated over the past few months), unbolted, placed on a  sled, and deposited in the summer depot near the base.\u00c2\u00a0 We have also moved all  the 25 000 litre diesel transport tanks up to the depot and pumped out the  remaining fuel stocks into our storage bladders, to prepare the tanks for our  coming trip to the coast.\u00c2\u00a0 Also very importantly, last week we prepared our  skiway to receive flights &#8211; the local DROMLAN (Dronning Maud Land Air Network)  flights to move supplies and personnel for the summer kick off now.\u00c2\u00a0 SANAE IV is  fairly centrally located in the DROMLAN area,\u00c2\u00a0and thus\u00c2\u00a0we serve a role as a way station, and perform flight following.\u00c2\u00a0 We almost had 15 Germans and additional flight crew here for the weekend, but the weather closed in before the  flight took off.\u00c2\u00a0 It would have been good fun to have company, as they would be  the first outsiders we&#8217;ve seen since the beginning of March.\u00c2\u00a0 They also have  some long-awaited packages of personal goodies for the team, which are\u00c2\u00a0subject  of much anticipation!<\/p>\n<p>People  frequently ask me if I&#8217;m excited about the prospect of coming home; with our  return only a little more than 4 months away now and expecting the  takeover\/summer-expedition personnel in about 9 weeks I certainly have a feeling  that the expedition is coming full circle and the end is approaching.\u00c2\u00a0 Although  I recognise home-sickness in some of my team-mates and I do long for some simple  things (fresh salad; the heat of a sunny Cape day on bare skin; a swim; petting  and playing with the dog; flying my glider), moving into this phase fills me  with more of a sense of sadness than joy or relief.\u00c2\u00a0 To those back home this  might sound heartless, but it is due to the immense sense of belonging and peace  that I feel in this wild place.\u00c2\u00a0 Sometimes, when I find myself outdoors on my  own for a moment, just sucking in a deep chestful of the cold, clear air fills  me with satisfaction akin to Nirvana.\u00c2\u00a0 It is said that religions are born in the  desert, because the emptiness makes Man mindful of the presence of something  greater.\u00c2\u00a0 Here, in this unique desert, I feel that sensation acutely, and thus  the sadness when I think of going home.\u00c2\u00a0 I&#8217;m certainly not the first to feel  this way:\u00c2\u00a0 Frank Hurley, of Shackleton&#8217;s epic expedition, wrote that &#8220;<em>After  life in the vastness of a vacant continent, civilisation seemed disappointingly  narrow, cramped, superficial and empty.<\/em>&#8220;\u00c2\u00a0 However, to return is inevitable  and the reunion with loved ones and loved things will be sweet.\u00c2\u00a0 I take heart in  the words of TS Elliot:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>&#8220;We shall not cease from our  exploration,<br \/>\nAnd the end of all our  exploring<br \/>\nWill be to arrive where we  started<br \/>\nAnd know the place for the first  time.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Despite it now being November, and supposedly Spring, we are once again socked in by strong winds and snow today.\u00c2\u00a0 Sitting as I do now, looking through my bedroom window, I can make out the rocks east of the base\u00c2\u00a0disappearing into uniform whiteness about 50m away, with streams of blown snow snaking across towards me [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12,4,11,19],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-570","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-antarctic-medicine","category-antarctica","category-base","category-weather"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/570","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=570"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/570\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":572,"href":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/570\/revisions\/572"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=570"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=570"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/doctorross.co.za\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=570"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}